Ain't Enough

Different day would start my routine would be the same
I hesitate to start like I'm afraid to fall away
I really love distractions tryna throw em all away they ask me what I want in my head I Draw a blank
Steadfast man cuz my people couldn't change
Yea I been conflicted to change my life and break a chain
But I'm slowly coming back to all the things I threw away
I think it might be best to take a ride and go away

Been in my phone too long been in my home too long
Grandparents in my phone and I ain't spoke to them at all
Ain't even gotta be long know they appreciate the call
But instead I never call

Pray my nephews could be strong I know it's places they can fall
They look up to me the most so when I take a break it's hard
How can I set examples they don't see me much at all
Like I been working hard I I feel it's not enough Yea I been falling off so I been taking off
Naw I can't make this up
I'm sorry love
But I can't fall in love naw I can't tie the knot
Know I'm not around but I still pray for y'all
At times I feel doubt that my praying ain't enough
Either way I'm still sending prayers up
Work harder get my patience up what it takes for that
I'll be in or I be lazy yea and we ain't facing much not complacent got this bag and I been Chasing much and I been saving up
All these things that I been thinking yea