MY FATE

Tell me how it feels to be with her
I said tell me how it feels to be with her
Got a bottle full of pills so we can be together
Got me tripping up in my feels
I'm bleeding without her
My heart be pumping through love
For the girl who gave me up
Steady walking through what I've done
My story thus far has been rough
Satisfaction when it is done
My end coming has it now come
Saw you cheating now I am stunned
Feelings catching up when I run
Catching up when I run
My blood running down my arm
My life's been hard my wrist is scarred
All these thoughts about suicide
A few years ago I really held the knife
With the intent of me to go and just die
But I had my friend by my side
If it wasn't for him then that would've been it
My life would've been a blink
Then I'm gone
Of my pain, grief, death and all my sins
And since, it's like
Tell me how it feels to be with her
I said tell me how it feels to be with her
Got a bottle full of pills so we can be together
Got me tripping up in my feels
I'm bleeding without her
My heart be pumping through love
For the girl who gave me up
Steady walking through what I've done
My story thus far has been rough
Satisfaction when it is done
My end coming has it now come
Saw you cheating now I am stunned
Feelings catching up when I run
Cannot catch my breath
I'm running away from death
Only got a few seconds left until I stop
Because of my chest
I inhale all of the smoke so I can deal with all my lows
My pain living in me has woke
Saying you're a joke
You are just a waste of air
All these voices in my head telling me I'm gonna be dead
And that's okay
That's okay
I accept my fate