Devil's Deal

Tear drop heart stopped
My mind I lost the plot
Can't talk on what I got
Cos I really don't have a lot
I don't have friends that care
When I'm in my head
Half my family's dead
All my tears have been shed
I said I've bled I apprehend my head and then I tell myself it's only fair
It's kinda like an eye for an eye
Like if I took a life
Then it's fair I die
I'm just tryna get by so why
Do I have to tell you how I feel
I grip pose stand close then I kill
My mind ain't right and thats for real
This feelings surreal
Signed the devils deal
Hit it with the seal

You know I can't
Motivate any part
Of my heart
Cos I get up and stand on glass shards
My future is turning into a mirage
I start to fade away
After I cut with this razor blade
My life's going slow need a change of pace
Like a punch to the face
I know I'll die young
I feel better when I am drunk
Just really wanna get fucked up
So I don't have to think about my fuck ups
My mind is a prison
Now I say fuck you
All the times you spoke what you been through
You couldn't care less about the depths I've been to
Every day I wake up hurt
I hope one day I'll wake up in a hearse
With a bullet hole going through my shirt
Being alive is my fucking curse
It's my fucking curse

It's kinda like an eye for an eye
Like if I took a life
Then it's fair I die
I'm just tryna get by so why
Do I have to tell you how I feel
I grip pose stand close then I kill
My mind ain't right and thats for real
This feelings surreal
Signed the devils deal
Hit it with the seal