Kept my heart for myself

Rather you look me in my eyes and kill me slowly
Rather you tell me, I'm not the one and only
Rather you tell me, you're busy
Rather you murder me, then live free
Rather you love me unconditionally

We left it in the past its history
When you put me on blast it's a mystery

You be in another space then I'll travel
I'll give you love give you grace then unravel
You tell me to go with the flow like a boat paddle
You tell me life is a journey I'm the one that you straddle
Poison in my veins
What I think what I say is insane
I know
Destroying the vibe we created
Fuck being famous, but Mama said that I made it
I remember sleeping on hardwood floors
And I can't pretend like what you've given me ain't yours
Living in foreign countries, driving foreign cars
You are my super star porn star I'm living on Mars

I'm seeking wherever you want to hide it
Where you hide it just know that I will find it.
Imma add it to my wish list then I minus minus
I'm a motherfucking giant
you gotta look up

I'm dancing on the idea
Have you loving me truly
You fucking me unruly
Afterwards you cry tears
I need you to use me
Use me what I'm good for
I'm a myth, not a folklore
You know how I play
I'll pull up on you on my rollerblades
Beyoncé or blade when I slay

Rather you look me in my eyes and kill me slowly
Rather you tell me, I'm not the one and only
Rather you tell me, you're busy