Melancholy

Lord forgive me that's
If you are with me
I need you to feel me
All of these feelings
Breaking me to pieces
I just can't release it
Know I ain't kidding, everybody wishing
I shorten my living, no I ain't leaving
Just give me a minute

See I was praying to god
I would never even make me a song
Because of the pain I felt
For so long but I'd rather let
You all know fore I'm gone
I could never take my women
To prom she fucked it up
And never gave me a call
She messed up
With no explanation at all
But everything is in the past after all
I'm tryna figure out where I'm wrong
I'm doing well but the pain ain't gone
I've been involved with a lot
Of these bitches but nothing
Is better than what we had on
I needed peace all that you did
Was to bring me down
And make me a kid
Yeah I wanted you to carry my kids
I never wanted you to worry bout shit

Lord forgive me that's
If you are with me
I need you to feel me
All of these feelings
Breaking me to pieces
I just can't release it
Know I ain't kidding everybody wishing
I shorten my living no I ain't leaving
Just give me a minute

Let me say it again
You never wanted to stay
Gave it all up so you
Could make your day
Didn't even fight to make me to stay
Four years in a row
This ain't something to play
We had a life bigger
Than everything you giving up
You brought me pain
And messed my own luck
It's all in the past I'm sending you love

Lord forgive me that's
If you are with me
I need you to feel me
All of these feelings
Breaking me to pieces
I just can't release it
Know I ain't kidding everybody wishing
I shorten my living no I ain't leaving
Just give me a minute