Outro

Tell my mind I'm still like water
That's just how I meditate
When I'm bored and tryna vibe
I'd just get high to medicate
Mixing weed with liquor satan tryna double date
Use that shit to bring the pain out
I bet all y'all can relate
Far from perfect but I try
Keep on failing asking why
Gotta be a stronger side of me
That I just have yet to apply
But that's sum you gotta find in yourself
Way down deep inside
Why I rap I'm tryna help y'all find a spark
And be yo guide
Inna life with the wicked
Son of god inna world fulla evil
Man this shit just be so sickening
Tryna find me a girl
But all these bitches be so vicious
Tryna find me one like Jada
With a house that got the Pickett
Lemme stop

Can't turn a hoe into a housewife
The times that we be livin in
I wish I lived my past life
Man these females want attention
And they best friend not yo time
Save ya energy young king get up
And go get on yo grind
This shit happen for a reason
Issa blessing in disguise
They be asking me like "Jay bro how you 20 and so wise?"
Since a kid I understood my soul been here a couple times
I've been blessed to see the bullshit got the blind off my 3rd eye
Forced to grow up prematurely
From the tears in momma eyes
Ain't a victim I just took her pain
And turned it to my pride
Gave me purpose bitch I'm him
Always knew I was that guy
To make it out bitch I'm the truth
And I could never tell a lie
Aye

(Singing)
Bitch I'm him
Bitch I'm him
Bitch I'm him
Know you feel this got them goosebumps on yo skin
All thru god ill get this money for my kin
Far from greedy when I'm up we all gon win