Jealousy

Phone calls to take outside
Who are those on your profile
Don't tell them I'm the one
Does it seem like it's right?
Trade tears for lullabies
Hide all your battle scars
Though I was never armed
I surrendered each time

How can you love me?
When you just hurt me?
Over and over and shrink me away and you blame it on me

You say

It's just Jealousy
Getting the worst of me
If you just stop it
Then this won't happen

Taken off the spotlight
I was here by your side
Before the noise, if the crowds
Really knew who you really are
No, no I don't think they would laugh
At all of the jokes you crack
They'd know that it just ain't right
To behave like that

You don't love me
You never cared for me
I'm just tired of hurting and hearing I'm to blame for it
You know

It's not jealousy
You've always been like this
And I could not stop you
I hate that I loved you

Is not jealousy
Unleashing your rage on me
I should've ran from here
Instead of trying to understand

Is not jealousy
Getting the worst of you
I hate that I met you
I wish I could erase you