Diary Of A Deadman

Looking back I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared?

Or was I always ugly and abandoned
Remember all the times you wished me harm
You wished me dead
How could I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
Would I?
Why?

I still feel so much hate inside of me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
I'm sorry I can't forgive you
Do you blame me?
You never forgave me

I've tried to grow from this
Every day's a new challenge
Because with you, there is just no winning
Like it or not, I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me

Like it or not
You're still a part of me
Yeah!

So this is how it ends
All the tears, all the blood
It's all been for nothing
As the candle dwindles, then flickers out
In the end