open mind

I followed through on an open mind where the sun goes
Now taking pain in stride seems like the rain after an afterglow
Time was flying around before I could catch it, still not used to
How all my olive branches snapped when they had them but they knew

The waves that would pull me further from down under
Further from down under
For the sake of being happy
Their get-togethers couldn't hurt worse since I left that last October

Cause no one says no one goes, through the things that the heart knows
Could have been more than a silhouette, left on the ceiling to sink in my head
When I mean something to someone like you
I'm reminded of everything I've been through

Sometimes what makes you happy ain't the solution
So I rinse repeat I flee, ahead of them changing
I said, I'm moving house
Tried to a get rest, from the same clouds
That always made their day, for a split second
I was louder than the pain, and

The waves, that would pull me further from down under
Further from down under
For the sake of being happy
Their get-togethers couldn't hurt worse since I left that last October

Cause no one says no one goes, through the things that the heart knows
Could have been more than a silhouette, left on the ceiling to sink in my head
When I mean something to someone like you
I'm reminded of everything I've been through

Imagining, hallways shadows
Throwing, makeshift stepping stones
It's all a mistake, without the memories
They could have changed
I seem happy, play the same tv shows
Cry laughing, pins my brown eyes closed
All double takes, blue and gold in between
Tiring out my feelings
In the rain
For a split second I was louder than the
Pain

Cause no one says no one goes, through the things that the heart knows
Could have been more than a silhouette, left on the ceiling to sink in my head
When I mean something to someone like you
I'm reminded of everything I've been through

When I mean something, to someone like you
I'm reminded of everything, everything I had to
Lose