Final Recap

I let you leave ‘cause it was easier that way
You wanted me to give you something I already gave away
I only wanted to avoid it, couldn't stand to add another disappointment to my list

So scratch them to the wall, count up all the times I let it all fall apart
On purpose, just so that I wouldn’t have to be the one to admit that it’s not working
And at least I could say that I tried

I spent the weekend feeling sorry for myself
‘cause I couldn’t bear the thought of seeing you with someone else
I only wish you hadn’t dragged it out
Severed it instеad of telling me that we could work it out

So play it back, a final rеcap of everything I lack
I didn’t know that you were filming
The full collapse of everything that I thought that I had
But it’s nothing like a movie

No title card, no comfort in the ending or the start
But you could still give it a rating in numbered stars
To quantify the value of our scars
I wouldn’t wanna keep you waiting
‘cause honey I know how you’re so committed
To believing nothing lasts, how you’d rather sleep alone at night
Than let me hold you back from getting everything you want
So baby go have fun. Go on and meet someone
And get lonely with them too