Don’t Have To Think Anymore

There's no use in asking me to hold on
To a shred of hope that I might be what you want
I was always a backup plan
I would crumble to pieces
Like dirt in your hands
Cause nobody needs me the way i need everyone else to need me
So what's the use in even trying
When everyone always leaves in the end
If I left them first it'd be easier
If I drank that liquid cure
If I went away to that quiet place
Wherе I don't have to think anymore
About how evеryone I've ever loved has run
Away from the hideous mess i've become
What happened
What happened