Hard to Luv

You making it too hard, love
I know that you've been scarred, love ooh
Lately, me and you ain't on the same page
Lately, we've been talking 'bout
The same thing
And I swear this shit annoying
Phone ringing,  I'm recording
We both yelling at the top of our lungs
We both losing our voices

Know you've been hurt so many times that you
Get tired of trying even to believe me
When I say I love you, swear
I mean it, love is blind
But I wish you could see it in me
You make it so hard
I know you've been scarred
But I swear to God, I ain't going nowhere
Nowhere, nowhere, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, I know this shit gets complicated
'cause lately I've been all in my feelings
I know when you say you love me
That you really meant it
But I can't let you feel it
'Cause I'm afraid to show
You my true feelings, yeah
Scared to show you love, 'cause everything I
Love, I've lost, ain't with me, yeah, yeah
And problem with these drugs, the thoughts in
My head, they're hard to remember, yeah
Yeah all out January, February, all
Out dunk in December, yeah
I swear my heart is cold as the winter, yeah
Inside I'm trembling
And I can't let you in, even if I wanted to
'Cause I've been scarred for years and
My heart been gone for two, yeah
I know you mean it when you say you love me
You've been through shit with me
When it was ugly slept on the floor with me
Y'all know how I'm thuggin'
At least you ain't leave when
I ain't had nothin'

Know you've been hurt so many times that you
Get tired of trying even to believe me
When I say I love you, swear
I mean it, love is blind
But I wish you could see it in me
You make it so hard
I know you've been scarred
But I swear to God, I ain't going nowhere
(Nowhere)
Nowhere (Nowhere) , nowhere, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, when the love real
This ain't how it feel
Before the drugs and pills
I was numb, but wasn't sober
Used to get high off our love still
Our heartbeat used to beat to the same tune
One and only me, and she knew
Similar to me and June in the room
Listening to London On Da Track beat
Tryna catch a vibe while we playin' the loot
If that went over your head
You know the feeling when that door
Knock and your heart drop
You know it's the feds
You know you wasn't prepared
And now you nervous and scared
Heart broke, no one can repair
Listen to your friends lies
But knowing that that ain't Derez
(Derez De'Shon)

Know you've been hurt so many times that you
Get tired of trying even to believe me
When I say I love you, swear
I mean it, love is blind
But I wish you could see it in me
You make it so hard
I know you've been scarred
But I swear to God, I ain't going nowhere
(Nowhere)
Nowhere (Nowhere) , nowhere, yeah, yeah, yeah

You make it so hard for me to love you
When all I want to do is love you
(Let me love you)
Baby, let your guard down (Let me love you)
Baby, let your guard down
You making it too hard, love
I know that you've been scarred, love ooh