In My Feelings

(It's like, nigga, we up everyday
Takin' fuckin' molly, drinkin' lean, smokin' weed
I said bruh, that shit took over us bad
Nigga ain't just talkin' when he rappin', bruh
Y'all niggas just think every song he wanna write about
It's just what he do, that's the way, that's all he know
Like bruh, niggas don't know for real, for real
Y'all just know it's fire, yeah, fire but if y'all was there
To see what the fuck we actually went through, like bruh
Y'all would be like damn)

Talkin' 'bout this pain I know I saved niggas
Ain't gon' say no names I know I made niggas
All these fuckin' chains like a slave, nigga
I slaved didn't I?
I was made different
Came from the bottom not the top so I played different
And that hate different
Uh, wait a minute
You the same nigga say I wouldn't make it, say you didn't
You telling all lies
They ain't wanna let me in 'cause they knew one day I'd be him
I'm feeling' like MJ, my tongue out, hangin' off the rim (pause)
Feeling like the G.O.A.T., nigga
'Member I was broke, nigga
Down bad no hop, nigga
Asking' fo' a short, nigga
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Never goin' back
Knowing that's a fact
Thumbing through these racks
Thinking 'bout my past
And how I use to travel with a trash bag carrying everything a nigga had
Pain turned a nigga to a beast and I embraced it
Days ain't eat, made me hungry, I can taste it
All them days I was weak, wanted to give up, I couldn't take it
But I couldn't do it looking in my children faces, yeah
Lookin' in my children faces, oh, oh, Derez De'Shon

That pain hit different when you make it out
Sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' 'bout it, oh (yeah)
Sometimes I still get in my feelings
That pain hit different when you make it out
And sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' 'bout it, oh, oh
Sometimes I still get in my feelings

How I still deal with depression
All this money I've been blessed with
Really ain't even been stressing
My life close to perfection
Deep inside all this pain got a nigga addicted
DUI, going crazy, poppin' all this prescription
It's a very good feeling
'Til I come down, down, down
That's when I get to trippin'
That when I get to gettin' in my feelings
That's when I get to missin'
All my dead homies dat suppose to be right here with me (yeah)

Don't judge me, no, don't judge me
I get high tryna find focus
'Cause say I'm not, then I'm fighting emotions
Yeah, Derez De'Shon

That pain hit different when you make it out
Sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' 'bout it, oh (yeah)
Sometimes I still get in my feelings
That pain hit different when you make it out
And sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' 'bout it, oh, oh
Sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' 'bout it