Idiot

Like an ocean threw it all away
You're staring like an idiot
And silence stood between us
You're just a story, don't pity it.

Do you hear that instrument?
Your love, that fucking Theremin
Sounding tiny, artificial tool
Like you are. A destructive fool.

So
Where did you leave your kindness
Just a pose, a toxic wildness
Impossible to build up
You destroyed our goodness

When there's no people around us
We barely say two words or discuss
5 years more and you will be old
With no skills, and no gold

When we're sharing affinity
no eye contact my anxiety
Your big smile and virginity
We couldn't be close without misery

So goodbye my darling
Go fuck yourself with your lying
No easy notes or words to say
Possible for you to understand