To the boys I'll never love (feat. Camilo Carrasco)

Hey, boy, don’t look me in the eyes
Don’t let me feel, don’t let me make you cry
No good for you to fall for me
My heart is sharp, it’ll only make you bleed
If only I could change the way I am
I’d never let myself feel again
Keep hurting people, never wanting to
When you look at me I wish I could be just see-through
Don’t get so close, I will never let you in
The door is closed, I’m not the prize that you can win
And every time I hurt someone I die inside
My icy heart breaks down behind a smile
Don’t trust the way I look at you
You’ll face the darkness, see me turning blue
It’s not my nature to be cold
But if I’m not, I only hurt you more
If only I could change what I have done
I’d choose to hurt myself instead of you
Don’t let my demons fool you easily
It’s hard to believe what hurts everyone is the best of me
Don’t get so close, I will never let you in
The door is closed, I’m not the prize that you can win
And every time I hurt someone I die inside
My icy heart breaks down behind a smile
And every time I hurt someone I die inside
My icy heart breaks down behind a smile