Swear I Saw You Rockin’ Part III

Said I'm growing up
Taking the first steps to moving on
But really all I've got is: "it's not as bad as it once was,"

I am finding the notes in the books you left
All the tidbits in the margins
Like you forgot you were dying
Forgot the reasons you stopped breathing

There's a fleeting permanence to everything I do
And I can't shake the feeling that I will die and be forgotten

These tidbits in the margins are the reasons we keep reading
I'm so tired of feeling sorry, I'm so tired of feeling guilty

Some days I don't feel like waking up
Most days I don't feel likе waking up
But I do

(Swear I felt you dying, swear I fеlt you bleeding
And you told me that you loved me
And I swear that it still haunts me

I swear I felt you dying, I could feel you bedside reading
And you told me that you loved me
And I swear that it still haunts me)

Yeah, some days I don't feel like waking up
Most days I don't feel like waking up
But I do