Swear I Saw You Rockin’ Part II

Swear I saw you moving in your casket
Swear I saw you pursing your sewn lips
Swear I felt you dying bedside reading
Before it felt like lying to all my friends

And I was ditching early while you were bleeding
Telling myself I was doing alright
I thought it'd become clear with each repeating
Dropping everything just to stay inside
Just to stay in

It's not as bad as it once was
I'm always myself and it's never enough
And when I started ditchin' early
Is when you started ditchin' earthly

It's not as bad as it once was
It's not as bad as it once was
It's not as bad as it once was
It's not as bad as it once was