Falling

I am falling
Through the sky
I am gonna die
This is it
I'm done with the rage fits
There is the ground
It is spinning around
Its getting closer
A bit to close
Its to late now though
But now is my time
My time to shine
The ground will be covered in blood
So much it will be a flood
I would change my mind if I could
I really would
This is worse then the knife
The one I used to try to end my life
Or the bridge
Hell it was worse then this ridge
Or the gun
Yeah right
I am still not done
There is the ground
Its coming fast
I must not dwell on the past
The wind is in my face
Why does this seem like a race?
This is it
I am dying
But before then I have to keep falling