Let Me Fly

I find myself here again
Its been so long since it began
I used to be happy and glad
But now everything is gloomy and sad
The water looks accepting I just need to think about jumping
I have been here
I have failed here
I have jumped here
I am trying
To jump
But I don't start dying
In the end I just end up crying
The water won’t accept my soul
It keeps denying me
Maybe because I have to much to hold
I am ready to jump
I am ready to leap
I am ready to fly
Just please take me
I no longer want to be
Just let me die
Please just let me die
Please just let me fly
I can't take this no more
I am lying on the floor
Just send my troubles through the door
Don't let me live
The things I have done can’t be forgiven
I don't want to live
So please just let it happen
Water just take me
I don't want to be
Please just let me die
Please just Let Me Fly