One Glorious Day

Do you ever look back on all of your apologies
I do, and I suffer at the thought of these
Overtime sometimes you realize you weren't the problem, see
Agonize inside your mind but continue on to appease
God, I used to be naive, giving love out as I please
Heart out on a platter, I don't even get to keep a piece
Look in broken mirrors just to see a normal peek of me
God, I hate the way that I let those away with treating me
The thought of hurting them helps, but going farther wouldn't
I have to learn all of the lessons that my father couldn't
One parent, two roles, other parent, bruise, wall
Broken locks and phone calls, keep on going through it all
Because I can't afford to stop
Life's not a mountain, it's a cliff, and I cannot afford to drop
I've made it too far to succumb to this
Think that I'd be numb to this
Confused what they've done to this
Keeping playing around with me
I hope that you've had fun with this

Let me fall if it's what I must do
Let me fly through my youth
Let me suffer your mistakes
It'll all work out one glorious day

You better look me in the eye right now
If you're really gonna take my life right now
Take it, take it
You coward
I'm the one who wields the power