Rubina's Interlude

I hate this hospital room
Two walls and a curtain
Reminding me that nothing
In this life's ever certain
I look over at Ma
I can tell that she's hurting
But she's smiling through the pain
Just to save us the burden
I swear she's been through everything
In this life, but a coffin
Her time's running out
She can hear the angels knocking
I just hope they can wait
I ain't even close to ready
Whenever times got rough
She was the one to hold me steady
Man, she motivated everything
My music and my dreams the man I am today
My whole character, my Deen
And I'd be completely broken
If she were to up and leave
Hold on a little longer
Don't go, Mama, please
Im so sorry for the times that i upset you
I may not see the world through your eyes
But I respect you everything you've done
For me, Ifrah and Khuzair
I don't think I'll ever love again
No this ain't fair when I finally make it Ma
I want you to be there
I want my future children to all
Feel your love and care
But you'll always live inside me
I know you will still guide me
I promise I'll be good
I'll do everything you told me
I'll miss your warm embrace
I'll even miss the way you scold me
Ma, you are my everything
You don't realise what you do
Forever and always i'll love you