Dumb And Numb

I don't know how much time
I have left I guess I'm responsible
For knowing how this will end
(I was like I should have met you before)
So yeah
I don't know how much time
I have left I guess I'm responsible
For knowing how this will end

Seeing her in my dream
But we'll never get together that's my dream at least
Been dreaming bout you since I saw you
Why am I so in love
I use to think this isn't me
I use to play games and have fun
She's just a fantasy to me
Saw her in my dreams
Feeling insecure
I just wanna feel loved
Maybe ima just kill myself
To stop this pain
It fucking hurts
Having a crush on you
That's why it hurts
Feeling alone
Where's my guns
Aim at my head
Think twice
There's a lots of chance
Lots of hoes
Is that so
Lots of hoes
Fuck all that
Where you at
Lights off then
We kiss in the bed
With the blankets on
Then I slept in the bed
With the blankets on
Then I woke up in the bed
I was dreaming so
And I cry in the bed
Shit was cold

I don't know how much time
I have left I guess I'm responsible
For knowing how this will end
You use to tell me
I was goofy as fuck
You use to save me
From this living hell
You use to tell me you're feeling alone
But I was there when you felt the pain
The same pain that I use to feel
The same pain that I'm feeling now
But now I guess your ok
With that of your love of your life

I don't know how much time
I have left I guess I'm responsible
For knowing how this will end
Now that the tables have turn
And I don't know where the fuck should I go
I guess I should be happy for you
Now that I'm dumb and numb
And always think about your face
And think about all the memories we had
And if I'm being honest
I don't really care how long it takes
So I wasn't planning on staying here anyways
So this is a