Worst Behavior

It happened again
Oh no this way I am not making friends
Maybe it's time I start looking for help
Maybe I'm slippin' again
Yeah, I know why they hate me
Lately I been on my worst behavior
Saying things that I shouldn't be saying
Only flexing to piss off the haters
Now hear me say it
That's why they hate me
Lately I been on my worst behavior
Sippin' liquor, blowing through my papers
Do stupid things when I get too wasted
Sorry, not sorry
I fucked up many times before
Never learn from my mistakes
'Cuz I'm stupid and I can not think
I shouldn't get high when I had a drink
Do it anyway 'cuz I like that shit
Wake up in the morning, forgot what I did
Man, I can't say that I'm sorry I was high as shit
Had no bad intentions but did stupid things
Not the first time I blacked out, this is a bad habit
I should know better
Holes in my memories and in my sweater
Everyday I feel like life's going faster
Only black out when I am under pressure
Yeah, I know why they hate me
Lately I been on my worst behavior
Saying things that I shouldn't be saying
Only flexing to piss off the haters
Now hear me say it
That's why they hate me
Lately I been on my worst behavior
Sippin' liquor, blowing through my papers
Do stupid things when I get too wasted
Sorry, not sorry
Keep talking 'bout my ex
That bitch still in my head
She made me go insane
But that shit's in the past
Been getting with some other girls
But they're just one night stands
Because of my behavior I ruin all my chances
Don't know why I keep doing this
I don't have a reason
Everytime I get fucked up I'm possessed by my demons
I took another shot and now my liver is bleeding
I should have been in bed
'Cuz I'm better off sleeping
It happened again
Oh no this way I am not making friends
Maybe it's time I start looking for help
Maybe I'm slippin' again
Yeah, I know why they hate me
Lately I been on my worst behavior
Saying things that I shouldn't be saying
Only flexing to piss off the haters
Now hear me say it
That's why they hate me
Lately I been on my worst behavior
Sippin' liquor, blowing through my papers
Do stupid things when I get too wasted
Sorry, not sorry