The Bottle

Take me back
To better days
Fade to black
And decimate

Pull the plug
Call my name
Cause I just can’t
Keep up the pace

I put a smile up on my face
Cause i don’t wanna show the way I feel
But inside my heart aches
And I’m gasping for air just searching for something real

I’ve been flirting with the bottle
I’ve been talking to myself
I pray there’s hope for me tomorrow
that’s something time will tel

Got a hundred different things that I wish I could say to you but I cant

Wish we could bounce back just like a rubber band

Rebuild the foundation - that shit was placed up on the sand
And the fan
That the shit hit

And every time we fought you’d get hit
Maybe not with fists but I know that my words
Dig
deeper than anything in the physical
Invisible when you callin me out
I disappear to the living room

I’m getting through
I’m managing
But ever since the damaging that you fuckin’ put me through
I’ve been bandaging the wounds
But I’m a masochist so best believe I’m cracking up too

Don’t wanna open up wounds
But I’m hoping that you
Hear this song and that it shows you the truth

It wasn’t cause we didn’t care it’s cause we cared too much
Didn’t dare to trust
Eachother, We were scared - so much
We couldn’t share our love

It’s done

I’ve been flirting with the bottle
I’ve been talking to myself
I pray there’s hope for me tomorrow
that’s something time will tell