Choosing Oblivion

We'll always do something
And it will be just that no more no less
It will be and the rest won't be
While being in thought and in oblivion
We'll always say something
And it will mean just that no more no less
It will be and the rest won't be
While being in thought and oblivion
Do I choose?
Standing here thinking, while already choosing
Every crossroad
Every choice
Even if we don't we do
We choose
We keep choosing
Willingly or not, we do
Unavoidably
And surrounded
By the screams and graves
Of all the thousand us
Dead in the futures
That are now
Past or present
For the briefest second
And I know they're there
Choosing oblivion we rest and suppress and
Choosing oblivion we die and live and
Choosing oblivion what is is
And what isn't isn't
But could have now been
Sitting here in this room
Only filled by my emptyness
All my sorroundings scream
About my solitude
We're alaways caught
In an endless abyss
That remembers, more than us
What we want to forget
Am I the picture of me
Shining on a silent screen?
Chasing dreams of eternity
Outward over inward
We'll always say something
And it will mean just that no more no less
It will be for real
While being in thought and in oblivion
Being in thought and in to oblivion
Being in tought!
Surrounded
By the screams and graves
Of the thousand us
Dead in the futures
That are now
Past or present
For the briefest second
We try to get somewhere
The road ahead is always so unclear
My head is drowned in my hands
Crowded by thoughts, craving oblivion
We try to be someone
The way you choose is never the only one
It will be the one you'll cover
But was it really the best possible?
Do I choose?
Standing here thinking, while already choosing
Every crossroad every choice
Even if we don't we do
Sitting in this room
Only filled by my emptyness
All the sorroundings scream
About my solitude
We're always caught
In an endless abyss
That remembers, more than us
What we want to forget
Please let me forget!