Waiting to Die
Look at the madness
It's out of control
It's feeding your sadness
And eating you soul
You're feeling so lonely
You're not very strong
You wait for the curtain
It's taking too long
You find you go nowhere
You're very confused
Swearing you're happy
It's just self-abuse
You can think of twenty zillion places you could be
If you could go
You cannot escape because rhe world is watching you
And they know
Hell is not anywhere
It's all in your mind
Dragging you through time
Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try?
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die
You're drowning in sadness
You pray it's a dreams
Impossibly tragic
You silently scream
You might want the world to be as miserable as you
That would be cruel
But lies and self-fulfilling prophecies are all you have
You're just a fool
Hell is not anywhere
It's all in your mind
Dragging you through time
Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try?
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die
Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try?
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die
Ahh
Kills you
You waste away
Your eyes
You die afraid
Do you lie?
Can you make it through another day of nothingness?
Do you feel another minute is impossible?
Can you fake another hour of "I'm doing fine?"
Can you handle the emtombment of you soul?
Ooh
You're thinking you're better
But it's not what it seems
Come off of your "Soma"
And see what I mean
Hell is not anywhere
It's all in your mind
Dragging you through time
Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try?
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die
Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try?
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die (ride, ride, ride till I die)
Ahh
Kills you
You waste away
Do you cry?
Do you have anyone to tell you "no?"
Can you hide the total darkness of your soul?
Ooh