Barely Breathing

Hangin' on
Hangin' on, I’m barely breathing
I been lost in my feelings, I been tryna find a meaning
Hope things really get better and I mean it, cause if they don’t I wanna take my life, feels like I’m already bleeding
If I could take a picture with my demons I bet that they’d be cheesin'
Drownin' in the deep end, cloudy in my thoughts again
I get high to get by, feels like I’m playing hide and seek
They always end up finding me, praying to God for mercy
I think that I’ve been cursed, please
Why have all the good things in my life been taken away
I been having mood swings, I’m bathing in my pain
What a shame though, I want to jump out the window
What a shame though, I want to jump out the window
Broken, feels like I’m going through the motions
Pouring, double cup filled with the potion
But when its my time I'll know for now shoving all these pills down throat
I’ve been battling demons on my own, battling demons on my own
I've been tryna find a meaning, but it’s hiding
Fighting with my demons, I've been crying
Sometimes I feel like I have been dying, dying
Hangin' on, I’m barely breathing
I been lost in my feelings, I been tryna find a meaning
Hope things really get better and I mean it, cause if they don’t I wanna take my life, feels like I’m already bleeding
If I could take a picture with my demons I bet that they’d be cheesin'
Drownin' in the deep end, cloudy in my thoughts again
I get high to get by, feels like I’m playing hide and seek
They always end up finding me, praying to God for mercy
I think that I’ve been cursed, please
Pulling out the lead, shoot me in the head
Carrying a .223 like I’m Melly
I said, demons in my head, I’m already dead
Wanna fake my death, call me Makaveli
The weight on my chest is heavy, but the gun on my hip deadly
Deadly, I am
Deadly, I've been
(I was)
Dead inside
I was confused I needed some time, but now I’m fine I’ve been fine
If I can do it you can do it just keep trying
I've been tryna find a meaning, but it’s hiding
Fighting with my demons, I've been crying
Sometimes I feel like I have been dying, dying
Hangin' on, I’m barely breathing
I been lost in my feelings, I been tryna find a meaning
Hope things really get better and I mean it, cause if they don’t I wanna take my life, feels like I’m already bleeding
If I could take a picture with my demons I bet that they’d be cheesin'
Drownin' in the deep end, cloudy in my thoughts again
I get high to get by, feels like I’m playing hide and seek
They always end up finding me, praying to God for mercy
I think that I’ve been cursed, please