Pain

[Hook: Ghostface Pacifist]
I’ve been hurtin' so much
I find myself again for love
Sometimes I cry lookin' in the rain
'Cause all I really feel is pain

[Verse: Yesify]
I like to stay inside and avoid all my friends
They don’t know that I’m hurt, every act is pretend
Convincin' nobody 'cause they won’t comprehend
When I said when I quit everyday (Everyday)
I disappoint too many people
I took things out my girl 'cause I wanted us equal
I’m still on my quest, I feel regret in my chest
It’s hurt to think because I don’t think that I’m doin' my best
I used to be a happy kid
The negative mindset is hard to get rid of
What is love? (What is love?)
I was a happy kid until I started to climb inside my mind to see what I hide inside
Now I’m stuck here and I hope I survive
Drained feelin' is what I thrive (What I thrive)
Lies, lies, all I ever been told
I’m still waitin' to see who sticks by me when I’m old (Yeah)
My personality left, I’m like a whole new person
Not in a good way, but a depressed version
These thoughts cut deep like a surgeon
What if nobody thinks of me 'til I’m in a casket?
How could they answer your question if you never ask it?
Avoid thinkin' out loud 'cause I’m sure that you’re trash
I don’t feel brave, I don’t know me
Think I lost the old me
I do not control me at all (At all, at all)