HEAR ME OUT (a message to God)

[Intro]
(Xain, you crazy for this one)

[Chorus]
I was on the front line for you, almost lost my life for you
Open your eyes and look at who you crying to
Tell the truth, and try to figure out who you lying to, oh
Dropping tears from my eyes, look like raindrops
All I feel is guilt when the pain stops
I made a bad choice, just drop my heart off in my mailbox
Screaming in my head, lost my voice, can you hear me now?
I know you ain't into talking, but if you could, please just hear me out
I know you tired of my excuses, but I'm the one who's weary now, uh

[Verse 1]
I hope you get this message, I know I did wrong
I've been doing bad in life, doing too much
Always telling peoplе in my life I could give two fucks, uh
I see death tryna lеad me on a chase, and I speed up
I see red in your eyes, and I bleed
You said I deserve to die and I agreed
I'm not like everyone, as you said, I'm a different breed
I only get what I want, not want I need
(I only get what I want, not want I need)

[Chorus]
I was on the front line for you, almost lost my life for you
Open your eyes and look at who you crying to
Tell the truth, and try to figure out who you lying to, oh
Dropping tears from my eyes, look like raindrops
All I feel is guilt when the pain stops
I made a bad choice, just drop my heart off in my mailbox
Screaming in my head, lost my voice, can you hear me now?
I know you ain't into talking, but if you could, please just hear me out
I know you tired of my excuses, but I'm the one who's weary now, uh