Just Might

So many time I try (What?) to feel alive
I can't, can't get a grip, no
So I got blisters on my hands
My eyes so bag
Looking like they need an ice pack
My wounds so open
They need to be stitched back
Said sometimes I wanna die
I don't feel all right, yeah
And sometimes I think that
I just might (Fuck it I just might)
My heart breaks, it aches so (Much)
I can't take no more
Start to think that the world don't need me
No one's gonna be leaving me
So I get down, so down
I start to shut out, I start to shut down
Yeah, my head gets so loud
I don't know how to calm down
I just need something to hold this now
Something to hold me down
So low, so low, so low
Sorry if i'm too much
I know I can be a burden
You may not be used to this
What I do, what I feel
Mood's good
Then I'm on another deal
Another feeling
Yeah, I got no control
Like a quake you'll never know
How much it shakes
How long it takes
Said sometimes I wanna die
I don't feel all right, yeah
And sometimes I think that
I just might (Fuck it I just might)
My heart breaks, it aches so (Much)
I can't take no more
Start to think that the world don't need me
No one's gonna be leaving me
So I get down, so down
I start to shut out, I start to shut down
Yeah, my head gets so loud
I don't know how to calm down
I just need something to hold this now
Something to hold me down