Grow

Hey
This is probably gonna be the last time you hear my voice.
I just wanted to say that I still love you
And, I'll miss you...
Goodbye
Pain in my heart
It's tearing me apart
And I don't even know where to start
Cos baby I believed, you and me
I thought we were a team
Why'd you have to go and play a part?
I don't understand
I just can't comprehend
How everything we said
Just ended meaningless
And now I'm left alone
Don't feel at home at home
Don't feel at all inside
There's nothing left to hide
I've heard that you must hurt to know
And fall so you can grow
And lose it all to gain
But all I feel is pain
And if I don't know hurt
Then how can I at least
Try to understand
What it means to be at peace
Why can't I have peace
(Whoa)
Inside
(Whoa)
But pain, but pain shows me I'm alive
In my room
It's emptier now too
I'm playing every moment that we spent
Nothing I'd rather do
Me and you
I thought you felt it too
Was everything just all in my head
Cos baby I need you (I need you)
Baby I want you (I want you)
Baby I need, I need you here
Cos being without you
It's like I'm not living (I'm just not living)
Do you feel, feel it too?
And now I know I hurt
And I know, I'm falling will I grow
I've lost it all to gain
Now all I know is pain (All I know is pain)
And now that I know hurt
Then can I now at least (Can I)
Try to understand
What it means to be at peace
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you won't
Do you need me by your side
I need someone to hold
Just say the word, I'll never let you go
I'll hold you close
Baby anything for you
I'll always do the most (Yea)
For me it's just hard to be from you
It's hard not to hold you
And be there whenever you need
Baby if you need me
Just know I'll come running
Cos you are the pain
The pain in me
Now all I do is hurt and I know
I'm falling, hope to grow
I've lost it all to gain
And all I have is pain
Cos now that I know hurt
I'm trying now at least
Try to understand (I try so hard)
What it means to be at peace
Why can't I have peace
Peace of mind
(Yeah, whoa)
Inside
(Whoa)
But pain
But pain shows me I'm alive
I've been hurting for so long
I'm hurting cos you're gone
It sucks because I'm stuck
While you're stuck on moving on
(Why won't you stay)
I wanted you to stay
You're going on your way
(You're moving on, yeah)
You're always in my heart
Even though you're moving on
I'll pull myself together
On this road I go alone
I'm done with never growing
I can't reap what I don't sow
I'll take on everyday
I'll see you on the way
But baby just for now
All I know is hurt and I know
I've fallen start to grow
I've lost it all to gain
And all I know is pain
Cos now that I know hurt
I know that at least
I can understand
What it means to be at peace