Billie Holiday

[Verse 1]
The temperature is 105
I'm in the furnace
I need to be alone a lot
You probably noticed
I'm about to turn my cellie off
So I can focus
You waiting on the chariot
You're fucking hopeless
All of my witches say that I'm arrogant
Bump and notice me and Chris was at the coffee shop
Before they opened
Just a portion of a summer day
In the valley where it never rains

[Chorus]
I feel like Billie Holiday
I wanna throw my life away
In the valley where it never rains
I feel like Billie Holiday

[Verse 2]
Cause young boss kiosk
No cones, ring ring on my cellphone
I've got drugs to sell, I've got drugs to take
And Imma catch a rat from him, feed to snakes
I might walk through the alley at night
With the pen and a pipe in my hand
Y'all won't remember me stalking my enemies
Snipe, if I miss Imma fire again
All of this energy gotta be coming from something
Just miss me with all the assumptions
Too busy to fuck with the dumbness
I'm not defending it, why you pretending
We live in the nation of freedom and justice
You've never been black and cutless
And none of us seeking redemption, my nigga
We already into the numbness

[Verse 3]
I know somethings broken cause I'm looking at the fucking pieces
Everybody wanna chase dreams
Everybody wanna be something
Everybody got reasons
I used to feel just like a locus
They empty shell they crumple
The second you hit me twenty first century version
Emerging from twenty two years of a person
If you cut me open
You finally anger a [?] texts that you send me
But baby, I'm chosen
Since I was the boy who was jumping from rooftops to churches
When nobody heard em'
Fuck your recitals, survival don't come with a woman so
Why you rehearsing?
You'll never be perfect

[Bridge]
"Sometimes I have self destructive tendencies."
"Why?."
"I broke my hand in Denver Colorado."
"Why?."
"I was punching stuff."
"Why?."
"I was drunk."
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"It's okay."
"I'll try not to do that again."
"Me too."
"I'll try to be better than you."
"And that's about all for this bridge."
"I have nothing else to say, so I'll see you guys next time."

[Chorus]
I feel like Billie Holiday
I wanna throw my life away
In the valley where it never rains
I feel like Billie Holiday