Sick of It

i’m sick of acting tough
need to stop
They think that im soft inside
never let them slide
Got cought off guard
Got cough with blood
My lungs still hurt
i Smoke another pack
Never get enough

if you smoke, smoke only reds
fuck a bitch, fuck her face
Fuck her hard, make her fade
Have no trust keep a blade
Nuff’ been said, keep it straight
No small chats, cut his days
Bitch i’m sad, feeling bad
One more word i’ll drop you dead
Bitch i’m mad, better leave
Too much smoke lungs won’t fit
Slap a boy, that's suffer shit
Run away if eyes will meet

Today i died, don't need no lies
Caughin blood can't trust my eyes
Neck surrounded by ice, who cries?
So motivated i praise Yung Christ

Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
I wanna die
I wanna die bitch

I don’t fuck with none of this pain
So fucked up deep in my brain
I’m ill understand that i can’t stay
Need kills comprehend what i have made
I hate myself and hate you all
I hate this life, god let me go
I’ll break your legs and make you crawl
One day demons will take my soul

My bloody arms on your face
You’re so afraid about to fade
I smeer the red, i am disgrace
I have my knights, they swing a mace

I’m the king of my world
But my kingdom is empty
A fucking meme can’t say a word
Why am i like this lately?
regardless what you say
Ignorant, got to pay the rent
I Don’t have the check
I’m broke,know what i ment
Besides all of that there is the fucking hate
Can you just stop, eat it up and fade
Fucking life and all of this fucking problems
I’m deep inside my mind always trying to solve them

Brain feels like it’s molded
I priced my soul than sold it
Here’s my heart please hold it
I’m so sick of it now lord’s here

Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
I wanna die
I wanna die bitch