Queenspeak

I swear to God I've tried, I swear to God I've tried
It's just so hard to accept that, it's just so hard to accept that
I swear to God I've tried, I swear to God I've tried
It's just so hard to accept the fact that I am so alone

Do you know what it's like to fight inside your mind?
Staying up every night feeling dead inside

As I lay me down to sleep

Every night I wait for death
Oh reaper please take my last breath
Can't you tell that I'm a mess?
Waiting until I fall apart next

I trace the paths that your fingers used to take crawling on my skin
Do you remember when I meant the world to you?
I don't know what to do when every single thing reminds me of you

So pardon me but cant you see that you were my favorite part of me
When the queen speaks you bow your head. You'll be better off than better off dead

Swallow another pill to make me feel okay
Make it go away
I'm sorry if I ever pushed you away
I swear to God all I wanted was for you to stay

Dear depression, my oldest friend, you sent moths to live inside my abdomen
Can you feel it? It sends shivers like rivers through my bloodlines

As I lay me down to sleep

Every night I wait for death
Oh reaper please take my last breath
Can't you tell that I'm a mess?
Waiting until I fall apart next