Twenty-First Century Romance

I look for you with a sleepy head
You know you make me light up
You make me say things that I'd never say
You put my life on display

I thought I was getting better
I guess I ain’t getting better
I'll never be getting better

Rain or shine
Oh, till I die
Oh, I'll never be the same
And you’re the one to blame
Day and night
Oh, where's my mind?
Oh, I'll never be the same
And you're the one to blame
Yeah

I don't wanna say you ruined my life
But you kinda did
I'll always be by your side

Stop telling me who to fuck and how to feel
The “pics” are starting to feel real

I thought I was getting better
I guess I ain't getting better
I'll never be getting better

Rain or shine
Oh, till I die
Oh, I’ll never be the same
And you’re the one to blame
Day and night
Oh, where's my mind?
Oh, I’ll never be the same
And you're the one to blame
Yeah

I'm just as impressionable as the rest, but cynicism
Will only get us so far amongst futility and toxicity

I empathize with the constant urge
To learn too much yet learn too little

I've become obsessed with reciprocation
Intimidation, obligation, deprecation, and validation

For how long can we run from ourselves?