...But When I Go

I put my heart out on the display for
You to laugh at and make all
The jokes you always do
(Yeah)
When you remember all of our best-ofs
I hope you think that you messed up
'Cause I'm not sure that you do
Yeah, and I thought about reaching back out
And just talking to you
But every time I click on your contact
I remember why we're through
Don't call my phone
'Cause I don't wanna talk to you
Yeah, I just need some time alone (No, don't call me)
'Cause it's too much
To keep this up when you don't
Take any words besides your own (Oh, I'm sorry)
Oh, and I tried to find a better way
Maybe something I could say
But I think it's best for both of us
If I don't tell you why and I just go
I still remember when we first met
I was imagining things all set, before I
Even knew the slightest thing bout you
(Yeah)
Do you think back to our memories?
When everything was still simple?
We called it friends
But did way too much to make that excuse
Yeah, and I know that won't happen ever again
Closest I get is when I try to pretend
But memories eventually have to end
And when reality hits, I just wish I could forget
Don't call my phone (Don't call my phone)
'Cause I don't wanna talk to you
Yeah, I just need some time alone (No, don't call me)
'Cause it's too much (It's too much)
To keep this up when you don't
Take any words besides your own (Oh, I'm sorry)
Oh, and I tried to find a better way
Maybe something I could say
But I think it's best for both of us
If I don't tell you why and I just go
Don't call my phone (Don't call my phone)
'Cause I don't wanna talk to you
Yeah, I just need some time alone (No, don't call me)
'Cause it's too much (It's too much)
To keep this up when you don't
Take any words besides your own
Oh, and I tried to find a better way (A way)
Maybe something I could say
But I think it's best for us if I just go
But when I go
Please don't think I just walked away
There's just more to this you don't know