Afterthought

[Verse 1]
I'm losing faith in my ability to stop
Losing faith in things
They say the future's bright but now
I'm terrified I'm wasting all my time
I've only got one shot, oh god, what if I cannot get it right?

And how come everybody says it's nicer in the sky?
Get out of my mind, I swear there's
Violence in the quiet behind your eyes
I'll end up living or I'll die trying
And that's alright

[Bridge]
Maybe if you sleep now
When you wake up, we'll be there

[Verse 2]
I'm scared of growing old and
Going bald and masterpieces
I don't want to wake up one day
Picking up the pieces
Of this mess I made
This man I killed
I'll try to never let you down, I swear
She said that maybe everything's
Alright in heaven, I'm not there

I don't like being in my room
The walls scream a deafening silence
Last night I slept through all the noise, but
Woke up to the quiet
And I can't stand the void
But I know infinity is worse
And everything I touch, it turns to dust
No

I am far too afraid of things I should not be afraid of
And I'm not afraid enough of things that I should be afraid of
I had an afterthought after a thought
About you yesterday
But what's the point of a tomorrow
If we don't have a today?

[Instrumental]