Reflection

Sometimes I sit and wonder
Wonder about the things I used to say to you
And I often contemplate
The way you would exaggerate
Now all that I want to do is
Hit reset and start a life without you
'Cause I thought we could make it work
But it's going to take too much work
And I don't think you'll ever change
So maybe this should be our last exchange
'Cause I'm really wanting more from life
And you're too caught up in the strife
Now I'm

Looking at my reflection
Where did this man come from?
I'm searching for perfection
It's no wonder I smell like rum

And like, there's a lot of mental agony that goes in that because
It's like, I can't handle losing, ya know?
Like, it's like I fell like I can handle losing if there's something that I can learn
And something I can do next time. But what I've started to realize is
There's gonna days where there's nothing you can fucking do

Looking at my reflection
Where did this man come from?
Searching for protection
Have I really become this numb?