Lost

I don't know where i'm going
I can't say there's no surprise
Drowning in hate and self loathing
I cannot open my eyes

I thought this was true
Dependent on who?
I like to distance myself from these fuckers
They are destructors
I am contemplating my time spent on mother
Earth with my brothers
I'll take this by hand
I'm stumped with no plan
I might just find a way out of the sand
Coping by hoping that there is an end

I might disappear a bit
But know i am here for it
I don't know if i will find
A way back into my mind