Bad Day

It's been a bad day
And I don't know what I'm feeling but I know I'm out here reeling
From this bad case
Of the way you left me open
Torn up, help up in devotion
In a mad way
Now I'm feeling no emotion from the day you left my focus
And that's okay
It's been a bad day
And now I'm out here
I'm out here trying my best to not be loud and keep my mind clear
Keep it pushing down the line and I don't mean to not steer
Away from problems in my path and I think that it's not fair
That I can't take my time to grieve and reflect on what's not there
But that's all in due time
It's been one hell of a drive
And I don't think I've hit my stride
But I've kept up with the times
And I keep an open mind
To remind me that it's fine
To feel down and not alright
It's been a bad day
And I don't know what I'm feeling but I know I'm out here reeling
From this bad case
Of the way you left me open
Torn up, help up in devotion
In a mad way
Now I'm feeling no emotion from the day you left my focus
And that's okay
It's been a bad day
And then I backed out
When no one had my back now
Doesn't mean I won't come back round when I've dumbed my whole damn life down
So you can't tell me to pipe down
I'll live through my own pipe dream
I'll come up in my own scene
I'll make it out by all means necessary
I don't think I need to carry
This load you left to bear me
I'm out here living barely on a thread left hanging carefree
From the edge I see it's scary
And I can't believe it rarely is a time to seem so out of it
Like out my mind I'm done with it
It's been a bad day
And I don't know what I'm feeling but I know I'm out here reeling
From this bad case
Of the way you left me open
Torn up, help up in devotion
In a mad way
Now I'm feeling no emotion from the day you left my focus
And that's okay
It's been a bad day