Five Steps to Nothing

They killed me once this day
They killed the hope temporarily
They killed me once this day
They killed the hope temporarily

At the highest, it all fell down
What we built and what we'd lived, vanished in a split second
And I couldn’t get the thing
It was leading me, they were not alive in this
How foolish to take this for granted

And I lied awake
Unable to feel a thing
I smoked the tears away
Then hoping the doubt was still alive
Buried in something

And I went through the five stage
I have cursed them, I trusted them
I tried to make them join again
After quite a while, not believing
The depression lasted longer
I caught a glimpse of my future

When did my life has become my past
I'm not ready to let that rest
When did my life has become my past
I'm not ready to let that rest

They killed me once this day
They killed the hope temporarily
They killed me once this day
They killed the hope temporarily