White Light

I kind of drifted off for a while and I guess I closed my eyes
All of the sudden, the next thing I remember
Was standing there, and I saw this long hall and this bright white light and lots of clouds
And then all of a sudden I saw my Grandmother and I freaked
Because I knew she had passed away thirteen years ago
And then I really panicked and I thought "I must be dead. How else would I see her?"
She came right up to me and she said "Cindy, you shouldn't be here. You go back and take care of your family. It's not your time."
Basically I was just in limbo that I had made the decision, I feel consciously, not to stay there
If I had maybe put up a fuss, maybe I wouldn't have come back
There was a part of me that really wanted to stay because of the peace and the love
The love was incredible and the connection to everyone and everything was incredible
I was connected not only to my family here on earth, but also to everyone else in that place
What made me come back was that I had agreed to do this before I was born
My capacity for love has increased multiple times. I mean, just an incredible amount of love for everyone and everything
And I'm at peace. I live everyday from a state of peace
And faith, definitely
That changed almost immediately
I live every day from a state of peace
And faith, definitely