Drowning In My Cup

(Ayo Jeff I can feel the pain in this one)
Drowning in my cup so I can drink the pain
Never thought I'd pass the rainy days
Know my brothers got my back until end my reign
Only wanted loyalty over the fame
Now we at the top inside the hotel lobby
Lot of niggas wondering how I got here man it's not easy
Love the way she look at me I'm tryna feel your body
I keep grinding for my people till we all eat
I don't think they live without me think they need me
Big hitmaker in the dark like I'm Stevey
Trap phone to big
Mama got a new whip
Brother got a new crib
That's just how we do this
I don't know if God can hear me hope he do
Sometimes I be wishing I could be with you
I look up to God like is this really you
Taking all my people way like what they do
Still try to find myself
Bodies on bodies let's call a timeout
I can stay here much longer wish I could die now
Fly Fly
(Ooh)
And they blame it all on me like what did I do
And I know you feel the same exact way I do
Just let me come and sit down right behind you
Drown in my cup so I can't feel the pain
Never thought I'd pass the rainy days
Know my brothers got my back until they end my reign
Only wanted loyalty over the fame
Now we are at the top inside the hotel lobby
A lot of niggas wondering how I got here man it's not easy
Love the way she looks at me I'm tryna feel your body
I keep grinding for my people till we all eat
Moving on
But I didn't want anyone thinking
Baby I don't really wanna love back yea
I just really want my love back Yea
Baby know I'm moving on
But I'm so sick and tired of dreaming
I don think you ever get my trust back
Yea
All I wanted was your trust back yea