Awoken (Oliver)

What cause have I to feel glad?
I've built my life on judgement and causing pain
I don't know those eyes I see in the bloodstained chrome
Now everything that I've had and everything I've known have been thrown away
And with time, I've come to find this isn't my home

I've stroked the fire, seen more pain than you can know
The tears of the broken have washed away my soul
Pushed by desire to change the way stream will flow
Now I've awoken, and I'm taking back control

I try my best to block out the screams, but they're haunting me in my dreams
Please, break my shackles, I want it to stop

I man these wretched machines
Day in, day out, the grinding wears on my brain
Undermining me sanity, making me question my reality
But life is not as it seems. Should I take a chance for freedom and throw it all down the drain?
I've been imprisoned, please burn my transgressions away

I've stroked the fire, seen more pain than you can know
The tears of the broken have washed away my soul
Pushed by desire to change the way stream will flow
Now I've awoken, and I'm taking back control

I try my best to block out the screams, but they're haunting me in my dreams
Please, break my shackles, I want it to stop

I've stroked the fire, seen more pain than you can know
The tears of the broken have washed away my soul
Pushed by desire to change the way stream will flow
Now I've awoken, and I'm taking back control

I'm sick of hurting
Sick of thinking it's all I do
I break those around me, those spared are very few
But the bright sun is burning and my sky shines, ever blue
Friendships surround me, I'm becoming a part of you

I try my best to block out the screams, but they're haunting me in my dreams
Please, break my shackles, I want it to stop