Message To Myself

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like I'm just wastin' time but I just gotta keep on grindin'
Runnin' from these thoughts, sometimes I hope that they don't find me
Runnin' but I know the devil stayin' close behind me
Storm in my head, it's snowin'
Rain and thunder, lightning

[Verse]
Yeah, will it pay off?
I hope one day that it'll pay off
Yeah, will it pay off?
I hope one day that it'll pay off
I'm not takin' days off
I'm stuck until my mama's bills are paid off
[?] feel like he lost
I hope my brother know I'm with him 'till I'm in a coffin
I'm coughin'
Start givin' up, wasn't an option
Not an option
Not an option