Never Thought This Would Happen

I'm a realist from the start
Straight sinner, right from the heart
I was looking for a friend
For a friend

It's a cold revelation
When you wake from, devastation
I'll be free from emotion
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I never thought that this could happen to me
I never thought that I'd be taking pills to slip away
Happen to me
They never thought that I could float away
So I'm just laughing on
La la la la da da
Da da, da da
Da da da da
La la la la da da
Da da, da da
Da da da da

A little bit of this
A little bit of that
A little fear in my head
I got a heart attack
Taking one to feel
Take two to breathe
One more to keep me feeling harmony

It feels impossible
I'm so incredible
I'll be invincible
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I never thought that this could happen to me
I never thought that I'd be taking pills to slip away
Happen to me
They never thought that I could float away
So I'm just laughing on
La la la la da da
Da da, da da
Da da da da
La la la la da da
Da da, da da
Da da da da

I'm tired of society
You make me what you wanna see
I try to fit the policy
Existing in apology
Hoping and I'm dreaming now
They're hanging from the ceiling
I'll escape into a feeling
Colored pills until I'm healing

I'm pray they that I was sane
It was only pain
Throw away the television
Put a screen inside my brain
Doesn't matter now
I know I'm loved, but how?
The voices on the telephone
Then why do I feel so alone?

It's a cold revelation
When you wake from devastation
I'll be free from emotion
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I never thought that this could happen to me
I never thought that I'd be taking pills to slip away
Happen to me
They never thought that I could float away
So I'm just laughing on
La la la la da da
Da da, da da
Da da da da
La la la la da da
Da da, da da
Da da da da