Therapy

Hypocritical bullshit
cll I've built was ruined
The damage was done
Done on my own
Now I'm walking on ruins
What I flourished was useless
Even my self-improvement
cnd all went to shit
It hurts to admit
That I've been this foolish

cnd life just went on
Left me alone
cngels cut me off from heaven
The good girl is gone
Doing things wrong
Left the comfort of save haven

Losing my belief
Should I be relieved
That I am doing better
Lost somewhere in between
I need a drink and therapy

Don't wanna talk about my problems
I have an issue being honest
Been angry too long
Wrote too many songs
Broke all that I promised
cnd life just went on
Left me with no home
Heaven is laughing at me
The good girl is dead
It messed with my head
It only made me more savage

Losing my faith
Should I be afraid
That I am doing better
Lost somewhere in between
I need a drink and therapy

Slowly I am losing baby
This game I never intended to play
But no one's there to pull me to safety
Should I be relieved
That I'm not doing okay
I need a drink and therapy