Phantom Pain

But I chose her, not you
But clark, if you leave now, I'll kill myself
Please don't hate me
But I don't understand
Goodbye

I admit, sometimes I'm all too dramatic
Yet at times, there's this feeling
That I'm falling into the abyss (mmh-mmh)
Only in my dreams (mmh-mmh)
I can't help, but I'm pretty tired of it

Now I'm feeling
Sick of wishing I would understand why you would leave
Now all I know is you're my phantom pain

To the mirror and back again
Next time maybe I won't see myself
To the mirror, black again
Next time maybe I won't see myself
I can't seem to find the pieces again

'Cause they suggest I should try medicating
Get some help, 'cause there's a part of me that's missing
Now that you are gone (mmh-mmh)
Struggling to move on (mmh-mmh)
They can't tell but I'm pretty sad about it

Now I'm feeling
Sick of wishing I would understand why you would leave
Now all I know is you're my phantom pain (phantom pain, pain, pain, pain)

To the mirror and back again
Next time maybe I won't see myself
To the mirror, black again
Next time maybe I won't see myself
I can't seem to find the pieces again

Imaginary pain since you left me
Wonder what comes next
Now I'm scared that, oh
My heart is beating out of my chest
I wonder, will this end?

To the mirror and back again
Next time maybe I won't see myself
To the mirror, black again
Next time maybe I won't see myself
I can't seem to find the pieces again

This is your final call, attend the funeral
And try to blend into the crowd
Say: Not today, not today
You should apologise
Yeah, I was pretty nice
But you're too late, I'm right here buried
It's a shame