It's Been a Year

It’s been a year now
And I’m still hearing your name now
Stupid stories about the affairs you had
While I was there holding your hand

It’s been a year now
And I’m still trying to move on now
From all the lies that you placed in my mind
All of this time, just to keep me around
You just kept me around

Can’t you see
I can’t breathe
I am fighting for my life to keep you out of my mind
So I can be okay
I was just okay

It’s been a year now
And I’m so tired of being here now
Hot and cold like all of your
Abusive games
Leaving me out then you taking me in

It’s been a year now
But I’m still hoping that you’d be here now
What a mess my mind is oh
How many times can you fuck me over and over again

Can’t you see
I can’t breathe
I am fighting for my life to keep you out of my mind
So I can be okay
I was just okay

Your lies, my tears, and all these fears
I just need to go
Hanging on by the thread of my hope

and I’m finally letting you go

Can’t you see
I am free
Cause I finally found the strength to keep you out of my life
And I am so okay
I am so okay

Can’t you see
I am free
Cause I finally found the strength to keep you out of my life
And I am so okay
I am so okay

It’s been a year now