Get Used to It

An inch away
From what I crave
No better figure and shape
Incases lust

Why would anybody want to get away ?
Disowned myself from everyone
What used to bother me is long gone

And why does it feel like I'll never get away ?
It all keeps fucking coming back
It's gotta be inside
It's gotta be inside me

In this whorl
Of illusion and denial
I lost sight of myself
Going down
Being swallowed by this spiral
I lost Myself

Why does it feel like I'll never get away ?
I never really had control
I never really wanted more
And why would anybody else just be ok?
Have no idea of what's left to come
I'm tired of being numb
I'm tired of being numb
I'm tired

And why?
Disowned myself from everyone
What used to bother me is gone
And why?
It all keeps fucking coming back
It's gotta be inside
It's gotta be inside me

In this whorl
Of illusion and denial
I lost sight of myself
Going down
Being swallowed by this spiral
I lost Myself